EP 66: What Toxic Mold Taught Me About Manifesting: Lessons in Resilience and Healing
Hello, beautiful souls! It’s Ana here, and I’m thrilled to be back for my first solo episode in a couple of weeks. Thank you for tuning in and listening to the incredible stories of my Dream Bigger Mastermind alumni. Their journeys are a testament to the power of manifestation and the magic that happens when we embrace our desires.
This week marks the beginning of a new cohort, and I can hardly contain my excitement! We’ve got a diverse group of soulful entrepreneurs and individuals on their healing journeys, all ready to hold space for one another over the next six months. We’ll tackle our blocks, heal together, and ensure that self-sabotage and imposter syndrome don’t derail our progress. If you’re feeling that pull to join us, don’t hesitate to reach out—I’m happy to sneak you in at the last minute!
Today, I want to share something deeply personal. It’s a topic I haven’t fully opened up about yet: my struggle with toxic mold exposure. Over the past year and a half, this journey has been challenging, but it has also been profoundly enlightening.
The Journey Begins
For six years, I lived in a charming, yet neglected, house in East Hollywood with my sister. This space witnessed my growth and healing as I transitioned from a long-term relationship to a new chapter in my life. Yet, as time went on, both my sister and I started experiencing strange health issues. My digestive system was in turmoil, and I was plagued by fatigue, brain fog, and joint pain. After countless doctor visits and dead ends, I finally found a functional medicine doctor who uncovered the root of my problems: mold exposure.
Learning that I had mold in my blood was just the beginning. A series of rainstorms exacerbated the existing issues in my home, leading to visible damage that confirmed my fears. It was a wake-up call, and I knew I had to advocate for myself—not just accept the bare minimum from management.
A Lesson in Advocacy and Resilience
This year has seen me bounce around like a nomad, living out of suitcases and relying on the generosity of friends and family. It’s a life I never imagined, and while I appreciate the love around me, there’s nothing quite like the comfort of your own space. I learned firsthand that material things can be comforting; my cooking tools, my own bed—it’s the little things that make a house feel like home.
Despite the chaos, I refused to let this situation pull me down into a victim mindset. I knew that I had to show up for my clients, and I did. Even in the face of physical ailments, I found strength to continue serving others. This resilience came from the foundational work I teach in my Dream Bigger Mastermind: the importance of self-regulation, advocating for oneself, and building a support network.
Healing Through Community
As I navigated this turbulent journey, I invested in a fantastic support team. I sought out integrative medicine and energy healing, explored acupuncture, and even tried herbal remedies. Each step has been crucial in my healing process. I’ve had to learn how to trust my body again, recognize my limits, and not shy away from asking for help.
This journey has reiterated the importance of community and support. We can’t do life alone, and seeking professional help can provide the neutral space we often need to express our truths without fear of burdening others.
Finding Joy in the Process
As I continue to heal, I am reminded of the foundational work that goes beyond the flashy manifestations we often talk about. It’s about the grit, the resilience, and the deep inner work that prepares us for our desires. Yes, it’s fun to manifest a six-figure job or a thriving business, but the real magic happens in the healing, the reframing, and the continuous self-coaching we engage in.
To anyone out there feeling stuck or battling mysterious health issues, trust yourself. If something feels off, it probably is. Advocate for your needs and don’t hesitate to seek support. You deserve to live a life that feels safe, healthy, and joyful.
As I wrap up today’s reflection, I invite you to join my Dream Bigger Mastermind. We’re starting soon, and I would love to coach you through your healing journey. Together, we’ll create the empowered, authentic life you’ve been dreaming of.
Thank you for allowing me to share my journey with you. Let’s continue to manifest and heal together. I’m rooting for you, always.
Until next time, sending you so much love! 💖
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